I Cannot Let You Love Me
I cannot open up to you
and be in that vulnerable place.
I cannot let you place those kisses
upon my hidden face.
I cannot let myself love you
for I hate your kind so much.
It makes me quivery and nauseous
to be under your "loving" touch.
I cannot be the noble wife
because I just cannot submit.
I will not let you dominate me
and make my dreams adrift.
I've seen your kind before
you all act so good and true.
Then you go and betray and slash hearts.
Shame, Shame, Shame on you!!!
My goal is to repel you away,
make you think I'm dirt.
I cannot let you love me;
I cannot again get hurt.